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[16 Oct 2006|05:51am]
mmm, i love tylenol and/or other pain killers =)

it's 6 am ish, and i forgot that most people actually wake up at this time. Time to get my life back on track!

i always come back to the conclusion that life is pretty damn good.

i hope everybody else is doing better than me =)
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[14 Sep 2006|04:03am]
unhappy w/ no money vs unhappy w/ lots of money

choose
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[23 Jun 2006|03:39am]
Why should everyone's life be more important, more precious, more valuable than yours?

You don't even know the value of your own life. Sacrifice could mean nothing to you.
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[09 Jun 2006|07:02pm]
Online Poker

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[01 May 2006|03:24am]
One of my favorite phrase i say to myself is "Fuck it". Good or bad, at least i know something is going to happen.

It has already been a whole year already, and I'm sitting here trying to study for my final in 16 hours, but I can't stop thinking of everything I went through and all the decisions I made. It makes me smile to myself. Some things never changes. It's easy to never forget all the mistakes and regrets you make but hard to forgive yourself for it.

Life here feels like the norm now. Can I go back? Too much pride... Too much honor... Life is a test.

It's going to be a good day =)
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[19 Mar 2006|12:19am]
The world is so damn beautiful...
Because nothing is ever perfect
But it tries it's best for us.
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[15 Feb 2006|09:34pm]
"Death... Pain... They are just the cost you pay for this enjoyment."
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[13 Feb 2006|01:42am]
You know how they have those Live Strong bracelets...? Well, they should make Live Free ones. =D

Just a spur of the moment thought, hehe.

I'll say goodnight and bow to everyone! Peace
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[02 Nov 2005|02:33am]
LIVE - Run To The Water Lyrics

oh desert speak to my heart
oh woman of the earth
maker of children who weep for love
maker of this birth
'til your deepest secrets are known to me
I will not be moved
I will not be moved

"don't try to find the answer
when there ain't no question here
brother let your heart be wounded
and give no mercy to your fear"

adam and eve live down the street from me
babylon is every town
it's as crazy as it's ever been
love's a stranger all around

in a moment we lost our minds here
and lay our spirit down
today we lived a thousand years
all we have is now


run to the water
and find me there
burnt to the core but not broken
we'll cut through the madness
of these streets below the moon
these streets below the moon


and I will never leave you
'til we can say, "this world was just a dream
we were sleepin' now we are awake"
'til we can say


in a moment we lost our minds here
and dreamt the world was round
a million mile fall from grace
thank god we missed the ground


run to the water
and find me there
burnt to the core but not broken
we'll cut through the madness
of these streets below the moon
with a nuclear fire of love in our hearts

yeah, I can see it now lord
out beyond all the breakin' of waves
and the tribulation
it's a place and the home of ascended souls
who swam out there in love!

run to the water
and find me there
burnt to the core but not broken
we'll cut through the madness
of these streets below the moon
with a nuclear fire of love in our hearts
rest easy baby, rest easy
and recognize it all as light and rainbows
smashed to smithereens and be happy
run to the water (and find me there)
run to the water
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[10 Sep 2005|01:52am]
I will stand, or I will fall...
I will not sit.
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[08 Sep 2005|01:54am]
There's no better feeling than finally figuring a problem out by yourself after really thinking about it. Might it be something small like a chemistry problem or something big like what you want to do in your life. I've found missing puzzle pieces of myself and put it back where it belong. I'm nowhere near completing it but it's getting there =)

good night~ *hums Schizm song*
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[20 Aug 2005|02:03am]
Why do I love and hate my friends, my school, my childhood, my family, my future, my memories, my life... I'm looking for perfection but there's no such thing. Well, fuck... I wish I can just love something or just hate it. Fuck. Please ignore this, I can't help it... <3
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[15 Jul 2005|11:42am]
I can't stop listening to My Chemical Romance. My favorite lines:

Do you remember that day when we met
You told me this gets harder
Well it did!
Been holding on forever
-It's Not A Fashion Statement, It's A Deathwish
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[11 Jul 2005|10:36am]
You know it's a monday when... you go to work in a two story building and you wonder why the elevator doesn't work after getting in on the first floor and repeatedly pressing the first floor button. ;-;
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[06 Jul 2005|03:20pm]
You will do well...
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[01 Jul 2005|11:23am]
Friday has just unofficially become movie day at work... Watched 28 Days Later, good movie. I guess it was better than Resident Evil even though I liked certain aspects of Resident Evil better. I have never seen two movies that was so similiar in everything.

I am starting to think that I am getting paid just to wake up at 7:30 now instead of actually doing work. I don't know if it's worth it anymore.
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[28 Jun 2005|08:56am]
I am definately dying my hair during the first semester in college. What color though, purple? hmm... Hopefully I will be getting contacts by then too. I am looking forward to the changes I will be going through and moving on with my life.

A sprinkle of hope makes everything taste better. =)
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[22 Jun 2005|10:38am]
Argh... Hooters is horrible~ terrible and expensive food. the view is not THAT great, cmon guys... you can do better! the place is surprisingly clean tho. I still feel sick from eating the food there =(

bowling on the other hand is quite fun. It was funny watching people try to bowl =X I am SO glad I was so outgoing when I was a kid/younger. I can actually do things like play pool, bowling, chess, football, sports, games and the list SHOW goes on! (YEAH, CHRIS!!!) Things that just takes a few tries to get the hang of and doesn't require effort/skills to learn. I am not completely embarrass when I go out with friends to do something. XD Yay.

just thought of an(other) idea that would probably make millions of dollars... I could probably write a book on a theory/philosophy/psychology about learning certain things at a young age would help them pretty much be good at everything later on in life. XD Not a new idea, but what are these days? >=O Things out of the norm like... some good RPGs, books, stratgey games, few sports, etc. I just need a philosopher, psychologist, and someone who studies logic/common sense to fill-in 100 pages or so. (boggle, what's the term for someone who studies logic/common sense?) Good thing I am surrounded by those people =P

There are other people like me, right? If not, I'll just make a world full of Chans, and then... *Evil Grin*
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[20 Jun 2005|09:44am]
[ mood | humored ]
[ music | Avenged Sevenfold!!! with my imaginary Chris here! and ]

Newton if he stops pretending that he doesn't like them! =P


Six days went by
Trying to forget her face
It was you and i
We were to young for these games

And all the pictures that I kept
And all the things I should have said
It was you and i
But mostly me

Lost in you
And I can’t find myself again
Lost in you
And I can’t find myself again

Six weeks went by
Still pretending that I’m fine
It was you and i
Holding back what’s on our minds

And all the things I should have said
And all the letters left unsent
It was you and i
But mostly me

Lost in you
And I can’t find myself again
Lost in you
And I can’t find myself again

Six months went by
I almost forgot your face
Till they played that song tonight
The one we used to hate

Lost in you
And I can’t find myself again
Lost in you
And I can’t find myself again

Lost in you(I’m lost in you)
And I can’t find myself again
Lost in you(I’m lost in you)
And I can’t find myself again

Again
Again


Can't really say the six months part is true... she hated all my music, lol =P~

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[17 Jun 2005|09:20am]
I found what the world lost and needs more of these days...

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